What is the definition of life?
Life is that which is lived in sheer terror of losing him...of him being lost forever and never finding him again.
Life is that which is lived in sheer terror of taking that one step....of breaking away from one and all and walking off with him into the glorious sunset( of course, after the walk into
the sunset there would be blissfull hell to face from the monster called Society. )
Life is that which is lived in his thoughts,in constant fear, with a whirlpool swirling in the mind and the heart constricted with conflicting emotions that vary from one extreme to the other in a matter of a clock-tick.
There is fear...
fear of life turning into nothingness(without him)
fear of life becoming empty(without him)
fear of an unsettling vacuum in life(without him)
fear of a huge abysmal hole in the centre of life that cannot ever be filled(without him)
fear of life turning into a horribly staged drama in which the part i play is insignificant and worthless(without him)
fear of life becoming indifferent to me and me becoming indifferent to life(without him)
and
a total and absolute fearlessness of life meeting with its expiry date in the very next moment Without Him.
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wow amazing.. g8 defn bout life.. still not married but after readin this it makes so much sense to get married.. guess u love ur hubby lot.. hey gimme ur email id plz.. i am a female too.. ur comments keep me goin madam..
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There is also the fear of never finding Him and wandering the earth without your paths ever crossing.
Inkpot...I agree with you..The sheerest terror of all is to have lived this Life without having met Him.
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